Rant on life

Just decided to stay up all night. I had to stay up doing hw again. might as well stay up when i can't wake up in the morning! Hmm.. lately, i've been thinking about my friends. Are they really my friends? Can i really call people friends when they aren't someone to trust or aren't my true friends? I've thought about it and I just got really sick of people that are so fake. I hate it when they act all nice in front of your face and then back stabs you with an awful comment. (A.K.A e.t. and beauty queen) I don't want to really offend them, but they're people that changed after experiencing lots of attention from being popular. I don't really think being popular is that great. If being popular is changing yourself and becoming what people expect, is it worth it? NO! I wish i could've learned this earlier. I tried to change myself so much but the truth is, i don't have to. So I just expressed my own true feelings in life. It was way better then faking it. I had people that accepted me for who i am, and people that didn't. I hate followers! i know that's random but i have to talk about followers! People that live their life revolving around someone else's life. I just want to say to them, "GET A LIFE!" (a.k.a ET and beauty queen's secret admirer) People like them, should not follow, because that's not you. I know people who just follow everything the other person. If one person hates that music they don't also. If she doesn't want to hang out with someone, they don't either. I just wish that people can stop acting like that, because I know they're really good friends. and yes, I'm at fault too, for writing about them... But its a rant!!