Oblivious T.T

I'm so angry at everyone around me. I don't feel like I'm important in life. I just wish people would start listening to the quote, "Watch what you say, because that might be the last things you say to that person." I'm considering this quote and I think that it's really true. We should all watch what we say. People are so oblivious to when they hurt people's feelings in a simple joke. It may sound like a joke, but it can also deeply hurt someone. I literally have no one to trust now. All my friends don't see me as their best friend, mostly.

Friends

Today's not exactly valentines day but i got to hang out with a couple people. I have only 3 true best friends that i can trust. But the ones that aren't my true friends really hurt me. I hate it. It may seem like a joke, but its really offensive and cruel. Sometimes i wish i hadn't met them. (that sounds harsh) but i'm just sick of them picking on me. I don't want to be friends with people who don't think of each other as friends and more like slaves or something. And i hate the expectations friends make for others. There shouldn't be any expectations. Like, you need to dress this way to be my friend, or you need to act this way to be my friend. That's just not right, Why don't we just hang out with the people that best understands us? friends are people that support you had hard times, but i don't see that in the people i call friends except my three true best friends. :(