Pianolove987: November 2009

Wanted to talk about love life i guess. Through experience, I've learned to not judge people by just looks. It's the way they act and they're personalities. Lately, I've gotten really picky, but that was for my own good.
Got a list of things i need:
(i think it's too much expectation)
1. a guy that doesn't hug other girls.
2. someone that doesn't flirt with a whole bunch of girls without liking them.
3. someone that is cute!!
4. someone with an attractive good personality.
5. someone that has one thing good about them.
6. someone that has decent grades.
7. someone that has a future.
8. a guy that doesn't easily fall for girls.
9. NO PLAYERS!
10. NO PIERCINGS! (maybe ears are okay)
11. i absolutely hate it when guys over sag.
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it's too long. I'm way too picky. My list goes on forever and ever.
at this rate, i might not even find anyone that good who would ever like me back.

Rant on life

Just decided to stay up all night. I had to stay up doing hw again. might as well stay up when i can't wake up in the morning! Hmm.. lately, i've been thinking about my friends. Are they really my friends? Can i really call people friends when they aren't someone to trust or aren't my true friends? I've thought about it and I just got really sick of people that are so fake. I hate it when they act all nice in front of your face and then back stabs you with an awful comment. (A.K.A e.t. and beauty queen) I don't want to really offend them, but they're people that changed after experiencing lots of attention from being popular. I don't really think being popular is that great. If being popular is changing yourself and becoming what people expect, is it worth it? NO! I wish i could've learned this earlier. I tried to change myself so much but the truth is, i don't have to. So I just expressed my own true feelings in life. It was way better then faking it. I had people that accepted me for who i am, and people that didn't. I hate followers! i know that's random but i have to talk about followers! People that live their life revolving around someone else's life. I just want to say to them, "GET A LIFE!" (a.k.a ET and beauty queen's secret admirer) People like them, should not follow, because that's not you. I know people who just follow everything the other person. If one person hates that music they don't also. If she doesn't want to hang out with someone, they don't either. I just wish that people can stop acting like that, because I know they're really good friends. and yes, I'm at fault too, for writing about them... But its a rant!!