Friends

Hmm.. I've been updating and fixing my story blog so I haven't written in this one. On Wed. I went to go watch Green Zone. It was kinda lame. I don't like war movies. It's boring, but at least I didn't fall asleep, right?! Anyways, I totally got my mom a job today. She had an online interview and I practically typed up everything for her. Luckily, she's taking me out to Chipotle or something. Anyways, on to my topic. Lately, I've been feeling left out and lonely. I realized that all my friends have their own friends and everything seems perfect except me. I don't fit in the picture. I never do... I feel like sometimes, I'm just the back up if another friend can't make it. <<<< not including you Janet. If their friends leave, I'll be the one they'll go to. I don't really like that. Why can't everything be equal? I don't like how someone can like another friend more than the other. It just isn't fair, but who's to say? I'll be a hypocrite. Its the same for me. I do like my other friends more, but it's because that friend understands my feelings most and she helps me the most. (janet...)